Another thing for school.
Sometimes people give up on things once in awhile. I gave up on many things, but always got them back up. But, right now, I’m going through the status of giving up on trust.
Trust is an important thing to have, for some people it is easy. On others it is hard. For me, it is hard. The world has this hard stone that it gives out when people let you down, or seem to not care anymore. It happens with friends, family, idols, and even with flat out strangers.
This is what is going on with me. Nearly everyone I know has let me down, and I can’t really trust them. Everyday I feel like people I call friends don’t care, or that everything will burn to ashes at home. On usual days I can’t depend on my family to get the job done. Then when I trust someone to make the right decision, they don’t just to put me in jeopardy.
That is why I have been having a hard time with this. That is what I have to at least try to persevere at. Other things I can easily do. Work to an A or a B at school, done. Clean the whole house, done. But, these kind of things are difficult. Trust is suppose to be a valuable thing, it is suppose to be everyone has at least one person to trust. But through my experience, the truth grows like a weed in an untended to garden called ‘the Human Race’.
But, I have been working towards it. I have been starting to get used to trusting people with some aspects on my life, and it has been actually helpful. I try to not keep all my thoughts coped up in a cage, I try to let them out. This is something I am trying to persevere through right now, and it is getting better with time. I hope you agree too.
I do agree with you on how trust is a hard thing to keep and maintain. I personally find it hard to open up to people about my ideas or what I like, even if it is someone I have know for a long time. I’m glad you are trying to trust more and I hope you are able to be more trusting towards people.
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